May 2013
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hahahaha I thought visiting home would be just what I needed but I’m out of weed and all I want to do is go back to Vermont and put as much drugs and alcohol into my body as humanly possible without dying because that’s the only time I am content anymore. I was blown off today by one of my best friends and I tried contacting my exboyfriend cause I had a dream about him but he pretty...
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i really really like healthy food i don’t know why i have such a problem with continuing to eat things that don’t do anything besides make me fat
I’m going on a new summer diet to try and lose more weight wish me luck I’ll post details when I figure them out exactly
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if someone is still using your netflix account, they’re not seriously going to cut you out of their life, right?
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sometimes i wish people would tell me i’m fat or that my shorts don’t look flattering on me or something so i could be motivated enough to lose more. i was doing so good and in one 16 oz cup it was all ruined.
it’s actually kind of funny how much I can regret drinking something like a small frozen caramel mocha coffee. it’s not fair that they show how many calories are in things now.
In the past 2 weeks, I’ve gotten really good at crying in a room full of people and having nobody notice.
haha lol jk ended up weighing myself and i’m at 120.5. could be worse i guess but definitely not an incentive to eat. i definitely should be really hungry and really tired right now but i’m not at all which is weird but whatevs i’m not complaining i guess.
I’ve been so unhealthy in general lately that I honestly can’t even bear to weigh myself right now because I’m too stressed out and sleep-deprived to be adding any other issues onto my plate. ugh.
I’ve been averaging 3-4 hours of sleep a night and last night I didn’t sleep at all. Haven’t eaten anything today either. I am surprised I am still alive.
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it’s finals week so i haven’t been sleeping at all and have been switching between eating nothing at all and eating everything and i imagine this is wreaking havoc on my body but there’s nothing i can do cause i have so many other things to worry about ugh
at least it’s almost over.
April 2013
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anyone who advocates that being skinny is disgusting is probably just jealous or discouraged because they don’t have the self-control and motivation to lose weight themselves. this isn’t to say that everyone should be skinny, if you’re comfortable at a bigger size then all the power to you. i personally wouldn’t be happy being overweight and so therefore i control my weight...
it’s funny how many people think i’m really healthy because i’m writing an extensive paper on healthy eating/living. being educated on how to be healthy doesn’t mean shit. people don’t always practice what they preach, y’know. anyone with any kind of problem should give themselves the benefit of being as educated as you can so you can keep it under as much...
it’s a bad idea to eat something before sitting down to write the section on your paper on eating disorders. wow i hate myself right now. not that i haven’t been doing ok. i was in the 118 range this morning but that’s still more than 115. ugh whatevs.
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hi i’m a college kid and this is a really busy time for me so expect less posting prolly for the next 3 weeks but feel free to message me if you guys ever wanna chat or anything
i like making friends and i’ve been through a lot of shit so if you’re ever down and just want someone to talk to i can be good for that too
idk i’ve been getting new followers lately and it would...
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